What You Mean To Me

This is new, I am not used to happy love
 When did choice play a part of what I am free of?
 I have all of the above in my mind below
 I will paint your portrait though, when we're moving slow
 I'm a foreigner to everything that you are
 You're a foreigner to everything in my heart
 I've thought all about the times when I had to leave
 Because I couldn't understand what you mean to me
 And no, I never understand how I'm feeling
 You are right, but not tonight
 Counting down, I feel contrived
 On the behalf of every love
 That I ever have dreamed of
 I don't know how to read books anymore
 I cling not to what I am, but what I was before
 I'm avoiding all the thought that we have to bleed
 Because I never wanna lose what you mean to me
 No, I never wanna lose how I'm feeling
 You are right but not tonight
 Counting down I feel contrived
 On the behalf of every love
 That I ever have dreamed of
 Advance my heart, this is all a phase
 I can react to this for days
 Think me dry, do I think at all?
 I feel love or I feel small
 Advance my heart, this is all a phase
 Oh, I can react to this for days
 Think me dry, do I think at all?
 I feel love or I feel small
 You are right, but not tonight
 Counting down, I feel contrived
 On the behalf of every love
 That I ever have dreamed of
 That I ever have dreamed of
 I feel love or I feel small