I Am Behind You

My favorite pastime
 Is wondering if you're still alive
 And greeting new people
 Who come and go in my life
 While I'm walking around
 Freaking out about my body
 I list all of the people I think
 That I think still love me
 If I'm high up above me
 Then am I really still me
 I want to be, I want to be
 Be somebody below me
 Trying to reach up to me
 I want to be, I want to be
 I am the real me
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I am behind you
 I just want you to see
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I will come find you
 I'm 100%
 Almost all the time
 But I am 65
 When I think about how you're only 5
 I recognise that I'm proud
 Of some thing
 I have no right
 I am not allowed
 Without demeaning your fight
 Hey I just want to tell you
 You're my friend and I love you
 I'm trying to reach you
 Before all the ghosts do
 I am the real me
 
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I am behind you
 I just want you to see
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I will come find you
 Don't run away
 Don't run away
 Don't run away
 Don't run away
 Don't run away
 Don't run away
 Don't run away
 Minor inconvenience, that's okay
 I'm well used to slow decay
 Floss my teeth every night and day
 Some bacteria you can't allay
 Some things you can't allay
 Gonna try to do it anyway
 I'm not the type to run away
 I am the real me
 
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I am behind you
 I just want you to see
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I am behind you
 I am the real me
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I am behind you
 I just want you to see
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I am behind you
 I am the real me
 I am behind you
 I will come find you
 If you ever lose you
 I am behind you
 I just want you to see
 I am behind you
 I am behind you
 If you ever need somebody beside you
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 I've always believed in choice
 Turned 16, it changed my voice
 Opened up to everyone
 But myself, I am numb
 I'm afraid I will end up
 With a family I don't love
 What if I don't know myself
 Well enough to avoid hell?
 How fucked up can you get?
 Hurt everyone who ever put you in their debt
 And the debt's an apology (apology)
 An apology to yourself (to yourself)
 For being so naive as to think
 That you could never work on yourself (on yourself)
 You give love
 You give love (you give love)
 You give love
 You give love (you give love)
 You give love
 You give love
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 Do I think I will survive
 With weightless arms and a
 Reckless mind?
 Here's some love, here's some time
 Here's me jerking off my mind
 How fucked up can you get?
 Hurt everyone who ever cleaned you when you bled
 And the debt's an apology
 An apology to yourself
 For being so naive as to think
 That you could never work on yourself
 You give love
 You give love
 You give love
 You give love
 You give love
 You give love