colorblind

No, it's
 I can't, I can't really
 I can't really just explain it
 I don't know, it's
 Uh, let me try
 Slow down
 I know you wanna understand
 So I'll explain the best I can
 What this pain feels like
 It's hard
 'Cause even as I'm sitting here
 I would rather disappear
 Than face the world outside
 I'm floating in a fallen sky
 I'm okay, well, maybe not
 (Here it comes again)
 So I breathe, am I gonna drown?
 You'll be fine, I say it out loud
 I should let someone know
 Maybe when I'm better
 So I breathe, will it ever end?
 You'll be fine, I say it again
 I should let someone know
 That something doesn't feel right
 It's like I'm colorblind (like I'm colorblind)
 'Cause everybody's world's in color
 Except for mine
 It sucks
 'Cause everything's in black and white
 And I can't say I'm numb inside
 'Cause that just sounds so dark
 It's hard
 'Cause even as we're sitting here
 We're fighting off a constant fear
 But no one sees that part
 It's like I'm floating in a blacked out sky
 You think you're okay, then you're not
 (Here it comes again)
 So I breathe, am I gonna drown?
 You'll be fine, I say it out loud
 I should let someone know
 Maybe when I'm better
 So I breathe, will it ever end?
 You'll be fine, I say it again
 I should let someone know
 That something doesn't feel right (right)
 It's like I'm colorblind (like I'm colorblind)
 'Cause everybody's world's in color
 Except for mine