BB Talk

Alright, so this is really fucked up, but
 Alright, I was sleeping next to him
 But I was dreaming about the other dude
 And then, all of a sudden everything that he fucking did just made me cringe
 And it was so hard to fall in, but so easy to just fall back right out again
 And this whole time, I could give to you and I could paint you pictures
 But I guess I could just never write a song and then
 Maybe I never fell out of love with him in the first place
 I mean, I-I don't want to feel this feeling 'cause my energy's just so strong that
 I don't know if I'm creating this or if this is actually what is meant to be
 And you know they, they say that you gotta think what you want into existence
 But you know what? I've never been too good at making decisions, so
 I have no idea what the fuck I want, I guess
 You're giving me a feeling in my head
 Laying in my bed, just thinking
 Not really feeling like the one I want
 Takes everything in me not to call him
 I really, really, really want you to
 I told all my friends I'm moving on
 Your baby talk is creeping me out
 Fuck me so you stop baby talking
 You know what, in the beginning, it was like
 We were fucking homies and shit and then
 All of a sudden you started with some fucking baby goo-goo tongue down my fucking throat
 I mean, even in front of your mom
 Dude, as if I'm not fucking awkward enough
 I mean, you put me in these fucking situations where I look like a dumbass bitch
 And I'm not a fucking dumbass bitch
 You know, I-I hate all that fucking PDA
 I probably hate it more than your fucking friends do
 You know, it's-, it's sweet
 And you couldn't be more opposite of my last dickhead but
 You know, I just-, I don't know if I can get over the fucking goo?
 You keep saying again, and again
 We're laying in my bed, just talking
 And now I know I can't hold it back
 I'm feeling like I'm gonna vomit
 I don't really want an older you
 I heard I change my mind way too often
 Baby talk is creeping me out
 Fuck me so you stop baby talking
 Alright so, I'm gonna be honest
 It's- it's the super cutey shit, that's the main issue here
 I mean, I'm fucking what?
 Look, I like when you send me, you know the-, the queen emoji?
 But when I send back the monkey, you know the ones with the-, the hands over the eyes?
 That means that shit's just getting a little too weird for me
 And I mean, I don't know what else to say, yeah, in person
 I just, like, you know, bury my head in your armpit which
 Weirdly smells good and your hair and your fucking teeth
 Like, why the fuck would I wanna lick your teeth?
 But I do and then you remember there was that one time that I had like a 15 minute?
 Oh, that was kind of the best thing in the entire world (fuck me so you stop baby talking)
 So, you know, maybe I could just get past this shit
 And I-I, just can get used to someone, you know, giving a fuck? (Fuck me so you stop baby talking)
 I'm sorry I called you a creep and that thing about the vomit (fuck me so you stop baby talking)
 I mean, look, I'm really starting to be in this whole thing
 But no matter what you do
 Homegirl can't handle the fucking goo (fuck me so you stop baby talking)
 Fuck me so you stop baby talking
 Fuck me so you stop baby talking
 Fuck me so you stop baby talking
 Fuck me so you stop baby talking
 I don't really wanna get over you
 I heard I change my mind way too often
 Baby talk is creeping me out
 Fuck me so you stop baby talking