White Wine

I sat all alone
 Drinking a glass of white wine
 And tried to ignore
 My memories and longings for her
 I waited by the phone
 Blaming myself for feeling so damn alone
 I sat by the phone
 Playing her games in my mind
 And I thought I'd lose this time
 Instead I just swallowed my pride
 And fought through love that became war
 Inside of myself I had lost so much more
 Trying to make it work
 Only got myself broken hearted hurt
 Now I'm lost in-between
 Respecting yourself is
 Harder than it seems
 I sat like a stone
 The phone rang so innocently
 My hand held its own
 I said she's only a bad memory
 Because if I had took a chance, and danced with her voice
 I'd a lost all control in the strength of my choice
 So I sat all alone
 Playing those games in my mind
 I guess I won this time
 Drinking a glass of white wine