Such A Person

This isn't about you
 Or the life she's lead through you
 Just every passing day
 Leaves me wondering what it really true.
 Expecting to find you
 Sleeping soundly
 Through and through
 Sadness comes misplaced
 And ends are means by which to uncover truth.
 Happiness will come
 When you are with the one
 Who can take you
 To the places you never were but always knew.
 I'm coming for the ride
 And you say
 It's too safe inside
 You cannot realise it's taking time
 And I'm taking it in stride.
 Yeah it's safer inside
 You just can't realise.
 But you're such a person
 Wake up every morning,
 Every morning with her name in your head.
 You can't survive
 When you say
 I'm not half what I wish I was
 So much back then
 There is no end
 And no room for pretend.
 Feeling only this,
 I cannot fathom it.
 There's no escape
 From uncertain fate.
 There is no excuse.
 Why did this happen to you?
 Well can our lies be made up
 From what's been left in time.
 You're feeling time
 Crushing at the spine
 And you're tired
 And I'm tired
 We're so tired.
 Yeah you're tired inside
 You just can't realise
 What's wrong
 Or what it's like to be something on
 You've come a long way and I know everything feels gone.
 Will you see this through?
 Or will you say it's through?
 Everything feels so gone to you.