Then so It Is

Where am I going?
 Trying to regain control
 But no matter how I dress it up
 I always end up alone
 So why must I come here every time?
 I back myself against a wall
 And why is it still so surprising to me?
 When I try to conquer, I fall
 But I wanna feel like a bird singing in an open cage
 And I wanna be in a love where we are free to wonder
 And I want to lay down with my eyes shut
 Let the mystic take my sadness
 If this is what you call madness and then so it is
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 'Cause I drive myself crazy
 Crazy in a constant spin
 One day soon you know I'm going to get my life
 I'm going to get my life
 Back together again
 But can you see me now?
 Can you see me now?
 Can you see me standing here?
 Yeah, I'm waving a white flag to win
 'Cause I wanna feel like a bird singing in an open cage
 And I wanna be in love where we are free to wonder
 I wanna lay down with my eyes shut
 Let the mystic take my sadness
 If this is what you call madness and then so it is