Faking

Oh, after last night
 I feel more vulnerable
 Than I've ever been
 Can't you see that I'm letting you in?
 And I don't know
 How much longer I can resist
 And I don't know
 When I'm gonna start breaking
 But you are not there, oh no
 Oh no, baby, not all of you
 So, I just make up the rest, oh, yes
 I will fill you in
 Because I don't know
 How much longer I can resist
 And I don't know
 When I'm gonna start breaking
 When I'm, when I'm start breaking
 And this morning she called again
 She calls every time I start to think you are mine
 So, if you think that I am lost
 And do not have a home
 Well, guess again
 And remember where I've been
 Oh, yes, I think I have been here before
 I am alone in the shower
 Seeing myself on the floor
 And in the mirror I stare with a look
 Or if I do not know where I am coming from
 And I don't know
 How much longer I can resist
 And I don't know when I'm gonna start breaking
 I just want to try to take this for what it is
 Honey, but what it is? What it is?
 Oh yes, it seems to be me
 Oh, yes, it seems to be me
 You know that I am just
 Faking, oh, well, I am faking again
 Oh, I am just faking it again
 'Cause after last night
 I feel more vulnerable