Anxious

Maybe I'm so fucking anxious
 'Cause I been so thankless
 Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama
 I'll call you when I figure it out
 I can't find a reason
 Nothing's ever easy
 It's all goin' down, but you know I promise
 I'll call you when I figure it out
 My colors keep fadin' away
 Feel like I might come undone
 Keep lettin' my thoughts get away, I
 Like Forrest, they run, run, mn
 A Monday morning, stormy weather
 Feel like Friday, under pressure
 Partyin' to hide the pain
 Got money but I can't make change
 Maybe I'm so fucking anxious
 'Cause I been so thankless
 Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama
 I'll call you when I figure it out
 Woo, I can't find a reason
 Nothing's ever easy
 It's all goin' down, but you know I promise
 I'll call you when I figure it out
 Billions of people, how selfish of me
 To only think about one, one, one
 It's getting clear my mirror never likes what it sees, yeah
 Never been good at reflection
 Karma, call me like vendetta
 I don't wanna run forever
 Partyin' to hide the pain
 Got money but I can't make change
 Maybe I'm so fucking anxious
 'Cause I been so thankless
 Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama
 I'll call you when I figure it out
 I can't find a reason
 Nothing's ever easy
 It's all goin' down, but you know I promise
 I'll call you when I figure it out
 Someone put their hands on me right now
 I keep treading water, will I drown?
 I don't know what else can save me
 Tryin' lately to figure it out
 Maybe I'm so fucking anxious
 'Cause I been so thankless
 Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama
 I'll call you when I figure it out
 I can't find a reason
 Nothing's ever easy
 It's all goin' down, but you know I promise
 I'll call you when I figure it out