So Far

Staring at the white above
 Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead
 Or is it in my head?
 Where'd I go wrong?
 I'm Staring at the white above
 One day I closed my eyes and here I am
 A cold, unhappy man
 I've come to realize the life I have I hate
 The pulse I need is slowly fading
 Until I've lost it all
 I've been waiting for an inspiration
 For a chance I never got to take
 Before it's much too late
 Where's the boy that used to run?
 Could it be he's up and gone away?
 He seems so far away
 And all the things I could have done
 Could it be they've up and gone away?
 They seem so far away
 'Cause It feels as if the boy in me
 Has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter
 Imposter of myself
 I must find the one that used to be
 Approach him slow, don't be afraid to say
 "Can he come out and play?"
 Where's the boy that used to run?
 Could it be he's up and gone away?
 'Cause He seems so far away
 And all the things I could have done
 Could it be they've up and gone away?
 'Cause They seem so far away
 Now I'm Staring at the sky above
 I've found a chance I'm finally going to take
 'Cause I've learned from my mistakes
 Where'd I go wrong?
 Where's the boy that used to run?
 Could it be he's up and gone away?
 'Cause He seems so far away
 And all the things I could have done
 Could it be they've up and gone away?
 'Cause They seem so far away
 Where'd I go wrong?