Not When I Need It

Look at you you're just as blind
 Trying to grab your little piece of mind
 And you want to hold it near
 But you know you can't keep it
 Say a little should suffice
 But more than a little of you is so nice
 And you give me what I want
 Not when I need it (not when I need it)
 Not when I need it (not when I need it)
 Well I find it all the time
 But Not when I need it
 No two days are quite the same
 I look at me life I really can't complain
 And you come so easily
 Not when I need it (not when I need it)
 Not when I need it (not when I need it)
 Well I find it all the time
 Not when I need it
 The feeling's getting out of hand
 But I can't have you on demand
 I can hang onto a dream
 But I can't hold it
 Late at night I'm filled with fear
 That I can't take for granted that you'll
 Always be near
 And it makes me hate myself
 To think I can't see it (not when I need it)
 Not when I need it (not when I need it)
 Well I find it all the time
 Not when I need it (not when I need it)
 Well I find it all the time
 Not when I need it