Jesus Are You Real

Jesus are you real,
 did we make you up
 is salvation what you want or
 is faith enough
 do you know where I'm bound
 you know who I am
 are you just a word I use but I don't understand
 Standing like a statue in the sea
 in a little truck stop in Tennessee
 and bombs are crashing down in waves
 on a giant TV screen
 and I am struck I cannot move
 to make it stop what can I do
 people are dying in their beds
 while this flag flies over our heads.
 Jesus are you stronger than a loaded gun
 I'm beginning to believe you're not the only one
 strong enough to show your love
 strong enough to give
 strong enough to go through hell
 strong enough to live
 and all night long I sat with you
 in a darkened hospital room
 and nurses checked in by the hour
 i was made aware of a higher power
 and how this fragile life we live
 is not ours to keep but ours to give,
 what in the world am I gonna do
 if anything should happen to you
 refrain
 and all i do is doubt you god
 all i do is love you god
 all i do is question you
 what else can i do
 this world was never solid ground
 the past is coming back around
 all i do is search for you,
 what else can i do?
 and when i say i search for you
 i mean i search for peace
 i search for hope
 i search for love
 and one day for release
 jesus my life does not feel the same
 new things happen everyday
 things i can't explain
 but i am not a man of faith
 i'm a man of truth
 but is this feeling in my heart
 is this feeling proof
 when you do not know you know
 when you know you do not know
 and when you think you do you die
 and when you do not think you grow
 are we left here in the dark
 or are we left here in the light
 it seems to me that both are true
 and its up to us to know what's right
 And all I do is doubt you God
 All is do is love you God
 All I do is question you
 What else can I do
 This world was never solid ground
 Religion can not help me now
 All I do is search for you
 What else can I do
 And when I say I search for you
 I mean I search for peace
 I search for hope I search for love
 And one day for release
 God give me strength to accept the things
 that i just can not know
 and even when i lose control i will not let you go