I'm Trying

She said, " I'm not pointin' fingers"
 And he said, "Yes, you are
 Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't"
 And if I'd told you I'd been walking out in the dark night thinking
 Would you take his truth, his alcohol, his word?
 Oh, I can't change what's done is done
 But I can tell you this
 Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
 And I need you to hold on too
 While this part of me is dyin'
 Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me
 I'm trying
 I'm trying
 She sat down on the floor
 And said, I wish that I was stronger
 Right now I feel as fragile as glass
 And I want to believe you
 Believe what's held you has freed you
 And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back
 My parents think I'm crazy
 For hangin' on this long
 But there's nothing I want nore for us
 Than to prove to them they're wrong
 And I don't wanna be afraid
 I don't wanna think you're lyin'
 Though I haven't found the faith that I need
 I'm trying
 I'm trying
 He asked, "Do you want me to leave
 Cause if you do you know I will"
 But she said, "Much to his disbelief
 No, I love you still
 Oh, I love you still"
 He said, " I don't know why I've been the fool
 But I can tell you this"
 Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
 Then he dropped down to his knees
 By now they both were cryin'
 He said, I haven't been the man I wanna be
 But I'm trying
 I'm trying
 I'm trying
 I'm trying