Secret Soul

JANE (ROCHESTER)
 What can I do now, my precious Lord?
 His dark love would be my best reward
 I know I should not dare to go
 Deeper in his madness
 But it's like a field I must run through
 No one's words will make me love him less
 How much can I stand, I dare not guess
 The secret voice that speaks to me
 Tells me he's in danger
 Looking to the dust for tenderness
 Deep in my secret soul
 I stand alone
 The purpose of why I'm here
 Is still unknown
 And I can't help but sense
 The darkness in his mind
 But I keep looking for his goodness
 Afraid of what I'll find
 My heart moves through his unquiet sea
 I pray a wave will come and carry me
 Closer to his troubled tide
 Waters of his fury
 But how can I swim this great divide?
 Deep in my secret soul (Her spring of life)
 I cry his tears (Draws me near)
 I weather his angry voice (Her gentle voice)
 I feel his fears (I hold dear)
 His life has infected every wound (Her life has infected every wound)
 And every pore (And every pore)
 I feel his mystery possess me (I feel her mystery possess me)
 And I pray that mercy's hand (And I pray that mercy's hand)
 Will bless me (Will bless me)
 Deep in his secret soul (Deep in my secret soul)
 His past is cursed (I stand alone)
 I summon my deepest will
 To still his thirst (I will not atone)
 God give me the strength to go (And I will not)
 The journey I take must first begin (ever let her)
 (Deep within)
 Deep within my secret soul (my secret soul)