The First Time

I can feel your heart
 Beating like a drum
 But you're so far away
 You seem like a stranger to me
 And I can't see my life
 In your eyes anymore
 All I see inside the darkness is
 You walking out that door
 Walking out that door
 This is the first time
 It felt like the last time
 The last time
 It felt like the first
 The rain's coming down
 But I'm dying of thirst
 If you don't love me
 Won't be the first time
 
 There's no road ahead
 Just the miles behind
 So I'll hold back the tears
 Waiting for the signs
 And I can't find the words
 And I can't find the strength
 So tonight I'll just lie here and pretend
 That you're coming back again
 Coming back again
 This is the first time
 It felt like the last time
 The last time
 It felt like the first
 The rain's coming down
 And I'm dying of thirst
 If you don't love me
 It won't be the first time
 (Won't be the first time, baby)
 But this is the first time
 It felt like the last time
 The last time
 It felt like the first
 The rain's coming down
 And I'm dying of thirst
 If you don't love me
 Won't be the first time
 (Won't be the first time, baby)