So Why So Sad

Things get clear when I feel free
 When whatever's next comes easily
 When gentle hands give life to me
 When your eyes fill with tiny tears
 When I'm this still you are my life (when I'm this still you are my life)
 So at ease in the midnight sky (so at ease in the midnight sky)
 But my insides will look like war (my insides will look like war)
 Paralyzed except through my thought
 So why so sad?
 You live and you love
 So why so sad?
 Dependent on above
 Searching for the Dead Sea Scrolls
 So why, so why so sad?
 My smile as real as a hyena's (my smile as real as a hyena's)
 Burns an expressway to my skull (burns an expressway to my skull)
 But I'll stick myself together again
 Spirit so low that I no longer pretend
 So why so sad?
 You live and you love
 So why so sad?
 Dependent on above
 Searching for the Dead Sea Scrolls
 So why, so why so sad?
 So why so sad?
 You live and you love
 So why so sad?
 Dependent on above
 Searching for the Dead Sea Scrolls
 So why, so why so sad?
 So why, so why so sad?
 So why, so why so sad?
 So why, so why so sad?