From Despair to Where

I write this alone on my bed
 I've poisoned every room in my house
 The place is quiet and so alone
 Pretend there's something worth waiting for
 There's nothing nice in my head
 The adult world took it all away
 Wake up with the same spit in my mouth
 Cannot tell if it's real or not
 I try to walk in a straight line
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 An imitation of dignity
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 From despair to where
 From despair to where
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 Outside opened mouthed cows
 Pass each other as if their drugged
 Down pale corridors of routine
 Where life falls unatoned
 The weak kick like straw
 Till the world means less and less
 Words are never enough
 Just cheap tarnished glitter
 I try to walk in a straight line
 
 An imitation of dignity
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 From despair to where
 
 From despair to where
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 A cripple walks in a straight line
 An imitation of dignity
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 From despair to where
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 From despair to where