Suicide Gene

Here
 Stand helpless, alone in this world
 Panic stricken as I hear the key in the door
 His world a place of failure and rage
 My world of mental and physical pain
 I've tried to understand through time
 Why these images of my death
 Consume my mind
 I can't face up
 Can't block it out
 I must move on now
 And destroy this worthless life
 Smothered, silenced
 My visions of death now engraved
 I have been blessed with the suicide gene
 On your knees again
 Just another pointless waste
 Of everybodies time
 OBEY!
 Suicide
 Nobody gave a fuck to see the signs
 Suicide
 Nobody gives a fuck until you die
 You'll grace the side of my grave
 With a look on your face
 Like you never expected this
 I still bare the scars on my face
 Where you used your fist
 How could you do this to me?
 I was your only son
 This pain will plague you forever a constant reminder
 Of what you are
 A piece of shit
 That beat his kid
 I hope you die a thousand times
 Smothered, silenced
 My visions of death now engraved
 I have been blessed with the suicide gene
 (On your knees again)
 This pain will plague you forever
 And it won't end
 Suicide
 Nobody gave a fuck to see the signs
 Suicide
 Nobody thought to question why
 Suicide