Another Illusion

I know it's not that easy
 To see things for what they are
 Not how we always thought they'd be
 To live your life and feel time
 As it slips through your fingers
 It's taking you away from me
 I have so much to tell you
 But I don't know if I can
 Nothing I say makes any sense
 I'd change it all, don't know how
 It's all I think about now
 Something you'll never comprehend
 Always useless
 Another illusion
 You know, it's getting harder
 Resisting what's in my head
 I have to face it every day
 I try so hard to stay strong
 I'm trying not to lose faith
 But you can't trust a thing I say
 I'm sorry that I've hurt you
 Sometimes I just can't explain
 All of the choices that I make
 Yet you refuse to let go
 You keep me close and I know
 If all else fails, you'll remain
 Always useless
 *A fleeting moment of hope *
 Another illusion
 *A fleeting moment of hope *
 Always useless
 *A fleeting moment of hope *
 Another illusion
 *A fleeting moment of hope *
 I'm sorry that I've hurt you
 Sometimes I just can't explain
 All of the choices that I make
 Yet you refuse to let go
 You keep me close and I know
 If all else fails, you'll remain