Through the Pain

On the Chicago River after dark
 We watch the city lights tear the sky apart
 The wind was blowing your hair around
 As the scenery explodes, I'll tell you how
 I fell into an old cliche
 Always on the road, only halfway sane
 No hospital can fix what I've become.
 I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
 If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar.
 The only way out is through the pain.
 (How am I gonna get through this?)
 I got so low that I get high
 Just to sit and watch the miles go by.
 Now I'm cold and sweaty with a nauseous heart
 I got a million addictions wearing me down.
 I fell into an old cliche
 Always on the road only halfway sane
 No hospital can fix what I've become.
 I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
 If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar.
 The only way out is through the pain.
 And as I write these words, my hands start to shake
 Withdrawls kicking in not a second too late.
 The only way out is through the pain.
 (Tomorrow I'll start again.)
 And now I'm begging for help
 I know I can't get,
 I've gotta face this one alone.
 And if I don't make it,
 Remember that I'll always be a part of you.
 I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
 If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar.
 The only way out is through the pain.
 And as I write these words, my hands start to shake
 Withdrawls kicking in not a second too late.
 The only way out is through the pain.
 Tomorrow I'll start again.