Me vs. The World

Sometimes I try not to hate myself
 For everything I never said
 When you were here
 And so I'm burning up photographs
 Of what was a perfect past
 'Cause I'm still here
 But I'm barely holding on
 Where did I go wrong
 Choking on the difference
 Between me and the world
 And ever since you've been gone
 I've been torn apart
 I know that you can't hear me but
 I'm still hurt
 And I wish you were here
 It's so hard that I try to bury it
 Pretend that you didn't exist
 So I can be strong
 But I feel sick
 And I feel diseased
 'Cause everyone abandons me
 And I can't move along
 'Cause I'm barely holding on
 Where did I go wrong
 Choking on the difference
 Between me and the world
 And ever since you've been gone
 I've been torn apart
 I know that you can't hear me but
 I'm still hurt
 And I wish you were here
 I can not pretend you didn't exist
 Misery is just a state of mind
 Hiding from the world's no way to live
 So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine
 I'll be fine
 But since I lost you I'm barely holding on
 Where did I go wrong
 Choking on the difference between
 Me and the world
 And ever since you've been gone
 I've been torn apart
 I know that you can't hear me but
 I'm still hurt
 So I look up to the stars
 And wonder out loud
 Why everything I had in life
 Has fallen from my arms
 Can you even hear this song?
 I'm screaming at the clouds
 Screaming to a galaxy
 That never cared at all
 That I need you here