Heavy With Hoping

How can I explain?
 Can you imagine it?
 Trying my best
 Trying to find happiness
 If I belonged
 If I had a home anywhere
 It's in your heartbeat
 Let me be there
 Heavy with hoping
 That you know it
 That you feel the way I do
 Show me you're broken
 'Cause I'm frozen
 'Cause I'm still in love with you
 Shut me up
 Shoot me down before I break and tell the truth
 Heavy with hoping
 Heavy with hoping you love me too
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 If I let you go
 We end in tragedy
 How would you know
 How to get back to me?
 If I had a clue
 If I had a chance anyhow
 This is my last one
 I'm nothing without you now
 Even though I broke your heart
 And you're all those miles away
 Won't you tell me you forgive me?
 Won't you bring me home to stay?
 Maybe now we could be ready
 Maybe this is just a test of faith
 So heavy
 Heavy with hoping
 That you know it
 That you feel the way I do
 Show me you're broken
 'Cause I'm frozen
 'Cause I'm still in love with you
 Shut me up
 Shoot me down before I break and tell the truth
 Heavy with hoping
 Heavy with hoping you love me too
 Love me too