Whatcha Gonna Do

Layin' awake again and I don't know what's happening
 I'm setting sail on unknown seas
 and I'm haunted by insecurities
 I'm standing on the edge of dream
 Colliding with the light of this real life scene
 And I don't feel a thing until the pain comes
 And when it's all said and done would I just cut and run
 Sometimes I'm so numb I don't know
 If it happened tonight would I stand and fight
 or would I just let go
 Whatcha gonna do when it's on you boy
 Whatcha gonna say when it's no no more
 Whatcha really gonna do when it's all through boy
 Whatcha gonna say when it's over now
 Maybe it's the time of the year
 but I don't feel my soul shine
 Locked up inside and floating on the cheap wine
 But there's a smell in the air
 and I swear something's there
 Blowing in on a California night
 So if it's all gone and I can't go on
 Well I'm sure as hell not ready to die
 Whatcha gonna do when it's on you boy
 Whatcha gonna say when it's no no more
 Whatcha really gonna do when it's all through boy
 Whatcha gonna say when it's over now