Wrong Decision

It was instant, I knew it
 Wasn't ready to do it
 Wasn't ready to say "yes" at the time (at the time)
 Hardly knew one another
 Favorite kind, favorite color
 Is not enough, not enough
 When choosing life
 I was relieved like a weight off my shoulders
 I was okay, it would soon be all over
 So why am I stuck here filled with doubt?
 I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken
 And I can't turn the wheel
 But if I could, would it be any different?
 Did I just make you make the wrong decision?
 Never thought it would ever be easy
 But not as hard as this
 Before today you were mine you were real
 Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 How you're holding together?
 I know you'll always remember
 I remember the day I caught your eye
 I don't regret it a second
 How you got my attention
 But it was not my intention to lose a life
 I was relieved like a weight off my shoulders
 I was okay, it would soon be all over
 So why am I stuck here filled with doubt?
 I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken
 And I can't turn the wheel
 But if I could, would it be any different?
 Did I just make you make the wrong decision?
 Never thought it would ever be easy
 But not as hard as this
 Before today you were mine you were real
 Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 I'll always have my doubts about it
 Wondering what it'd be like
 Looking into your eyes
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 I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken
 And I can't turn the wheel
 But if I could, would it be any different?
 Did I just make you make the wrong decision?
 Never thought it would ever be easy
 But not as hard as this
 Before today you were mine you were real
 Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah
 (I'm not okay) Oh-oh
 (I'm not okay) I'm not okay
 (I'm not okay) Oh-oh
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay)
 I'm not okay