Sorrow

Look at me, son
 It's not your fault
 I wish you could read my mind
 'Cause I'm not okay
 Fake a smile and I'll make it through another day
 "Be alright," what I tell myself
 But bottle after bottle, danger to my health
 Out of sight
 Out of mind again
 But I keep doing circles, thinking this will end
 Take some time, I'll be better then
 A little time to feel okay again
 Words play in my mind
 Tell me I don't need you
 Genuine is hard to find
 When everyone is see through
 Now, I'm stressing all the time
 Praying for a redo
 Don't kick me while I'm down
 'Cause I'm human and I bleed too
 Used to the silence
 My feelings they cauterize
 Absence of violence, little normal in my life
 I think it's time that I let this feeling die
 It won't change if we won't try
 I wish you could read my mind
 'Cause I'm not okay
 Fake a smile and I'll make it through another day
 "I'll be alright," what I tell myself
 But bottle after bottle, danger to my health
 Out of sight
 Out of mind again
 But I keep doing circles, thinking this will end
 Take some time, I'll be better then
 A little time to feel okay again
 Sweet sorrow, didn't tell me you were leaving
 Out the window with our memories, I don't need them
 Burn our photos in the whiskey that I'm drinking
 Bricks on my feet, I'ma jump in the deep end
 Used to the silence
 My feelings they cauterize
 Absence of violence, little normal in my life
 I think it's time that I let this feeling die
 It won't change if we won't try
 I wish you could read my mind
 'Cause I'm not okay
 Fake a smile and I'll make it through another day
 "I'll be alright," what I tell myself
 But bottle after bottle, danger to my health
 Out of sight
 Out of mind again
 But I keep doing circles, thinking this will end
 Take some time, I'll be better then
 A little time to feel okay again
 Don't fuck with me
 It's not your fault
 Don't fuck with me, alright?
 Don't fuck with me, Sean, not you
 It's not your fault