i should be happy

I should be happy but I'm not
 God gave me everything I want
 Took a while to catch my breath
 Got no respect, no respect for myself
 I should be happy
 I should be happy but I'm not
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 I know that now
 What's right
 As I'm startin' to feel it
 I'm not sober, wow
 There's parts of me
 That I should be healin'
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 It's crazy how
 Your life can change
 Right when you need it
 I'm older now
 I'm starting to feel it
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 I should be happy but I'm not
 God gave me everything I want
 Took a while to catch my breath
 Got no respect, no respect for myself
 I should be happy
 I should be happy but I'm not
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 I question why
 The hurt
 Always seems so appealing
 We're eye to eye
 For me, love
 Has a different meaning
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 I should be happy but I'm not
 God gave me everything I want
 Took a while to catch my breath
 Got no respect, no respect for myself
 I should be happy
 I should be happy but I'm not
 ♪
 I should be happy but I'm not
 I should be happy but I'm not