After Dark

What I left, what I need
 What I'm supposed to be
 Don't really want it anymore
 It's so black in my thoughts
 I try some evil charms
 Where is the light, the open door
 To relieve my heart
 Die now, release me now
 Right now, reveal me now
 Die now, release me now
 If I'm sincere, you'll disappear
 Vanishing in the air
 And leaving for nowhere
 Will there be someone to remind?
 When the wounds in my heart
 The blows have made me blind
 There is a light in front of me
 In the after dark
 Die now, release me now
 Right now, reveal me now
 Die now, release me now
 If I'm sincere, you'll disappear
 What I care, what i dream
 Another wasted realm
 I do not really want it now
 All I could never say
 All these words in my head
 Where is the light, the open door
 To relieve my heart