sorry i'm a downer

I'm sorry I'm a downer
 I'm a mess now, it's true
 Searching for a feeling
 When these feelings can kill you
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 I'm just talking to my problems
 It's way past trying to solve them
 I could lead a double life
 One that's happy, one that's mine
 Life's a big ol' fuckin' pattern
 And I'm sick of getting sadder, yeah
 When the past cuts just like a knife
 Heartbeat repeating ever faster
 Tired, but doesn't even matter?
 When every day's the same, that's life
 Catch me falling through my youth
 I know it's nothing new
 I'm sorry I'm a downer
 I'm a mess now, it's true
 Searching for a feeling
 When these feelings can kill you
 I'm sorry I'm a downer
 I'm a mess now, it's true
 Searching for a feeling
 When these feelings can kill you
 I think that maybe this is manic
 Should I panic again?
 Life loves keeping me a hostage
 And neither one of us wins
 Living a lie
 It's perfectly designed
 I tried to let you know
 You gotta let me go
 I know this is nothing new
 I'm sorry I'm a downer
 I'm a mess now, it's true
 Searching for a feeling
 When these feelings can kill you
 I'm sorry I'm a downer
 I'm a mess now, it's true
 Searching for a feeling
 When these feelings can kill you