There's so Much Beauty in a Storm

I am elastic
 Pumped full of feelings
 Expanding until I am swollen,
 ripped apart, and broken.
 As my face hit the pavement I felt myself break
 Like a statue made of stone or a porcelain vase
 And I can hear the way you speak as if you were lying next to me.
 Your lips and your hips are just a dream.
 Where'd you go?
 I'm doing my best without you here
 Where'd you go?
 I'm trying my best without you.
 I am an actress
 Showed on the big screen
 Pretending that I am not hopeless, ripped apart, and broken.
 As I pulled my face from the pavement everything was the same
 but my heart was carved from stone and my faith was at stake.
 And I can't bare to hear you speak
 Your voice holds ghosts that follow me
 and they whisper,
 Do you whisper as I fall asleep?
 Where'd you go?
 I'm doing my best without you here
 Where'd you go?
 And I'm trying my best without you
 Where'd you go?
 I'm doing my best without you here
 Where'd you go?
 And I'm trying my best without you.
 And I will keep your memory away
 And I will give your memory away
 Oh and in a dream I saw you smile
 I reached out and grabbed your hair
 But you fade away like the grains of sand
 And everyone was telling me that I should just pretend I'm fine
 But everything inside of me was telling me that I'm alive.
 And I'm doing my best without you here
 I'm trying my best without you
 Where'd you go?
 I'm doing my best without you here
 Where'd you go?
 And I'm trying my best without you
 Where'd you go?
 I'm doing my best without you here
 Where'd you go?
 And I'm trying my best without you
 And I will keep your memory away.
 And I will keep your memory away.