Dismantle, Destroy

With trembling fingers I'm attempting to figure out
 Exactly how to slow my heart beat down
 Because at this rate I'm in terrible danger of
 Destroying this entire place
 I am infected, I've caught the rage
 You try to escape it but I am contagious
 I have destroyed everything in my way
 The people I love will never be safe
 I can barely see
 I can't even breathe
 My body is not what it used to be
 These bones will break so easily
 Inside my chest beats the sound of a war drum
 If I were you, I'd be inclined to run
 Because my tongue is ammunition
 Why won't you listen, oh why won't you listen?
 Pick up the phone, just hold your own
 You know you can't afford to lose control
 I better make sure I get the last blow
 I better make sure I get the last blow
 I can barely see
 I can't even breathe
 My body is not what it used to be
 These bones will break so easily
 I can barely see
 I can't even breathe
 My lungs are collapsing and I know what's happening
 This darkness is taking over me
 When I was a child I was told to keep my hands to myself
 To not hurt anybody else
 As I grew older these hands stayed by my sides
 I never needed my hands to win a fight
 When I become undone, I'm a darker version of myself
 I can't trust anybody else
 And you know, I've tried, to keep my fears inside
 And even though, I re-compose I don't know if I'll get through the night
 Make it through the night, make it through the night
 I better make sure, that I get the last blow
 When I become undone, I can't trust anybody else