Sweet Disposition

Next time he tries to leave
 I'm gonna help him to the door
 Won't be no sorrow from me
 'Cause there's no sorrow anymore
 I tried like hell to make him happy
 But lord I'm no magician
 I just don't know what happened
 To my sweet disposition
 My daddy and my sister call me and say
 "Little girl, you sound so tired"
 I wanna tell them all the truth
 But instead I just hide it
 If ever I feel alone it is alone
 By my own volition
 I just don't know what happened
 To my sweet disposition
 Sweet disposition, keeps me warm
 When the world gets cold
 Sweet, sweet, sweet disposition, yeah, yeah
 When are you gonna save my soul?
 I believe everyone is good
 But I've been wrong a time or two
 When a friend kicks you in the gut
 There's not much that you can do
 Oh, but that friend she was never my friend
 The only thing she feels is ambition
 Still I'm left searching for my sweet disposition
 Sweet disposition, keeps me warm
 When the world, you know the world
 Gets cold now, don't it?
 Sweet, sweet, sweet disposition, yeah, yeah
 When are you gonna save my
 When are you gonna save my soul, my soul?
 My mother left me a wedding band
 And impossible shoes to fill
 Something I've always tried to do
 But I know I never will
 If you ask my children about me
 I wish in their brief description
 They say I love them with a true heart
 And a sweet disposition
 'Cause lord, I love them with a true heart
 And a sweet disposition