Addicted

Whether 5,000 people or all alone
 Still hear the voices in my head
 Telling me the same things over and over again
 And over and over
 I've convinced myself that I like to feel the pain
 I've convinced myself that it's good to be insane
 I've convinced myself that it's normal
 I've convinced myself, over and over
 I'm insane, but I love it
 I'm in pain, but I love it
 But I love it but I love it, yeah
 Addicted to this feeling
 No point to try to heal me
 I'm an addict keep relapsing, what else can I do
 You're my remedy, I can't stay away from you
 An addict keep relapsing, what else can I do
 You're my remedy, you know I love to hate you
 Call my name I'll come, running, running
 Push the rest aside
 Found comfort in your humming
 Learned to love the way you lie
 Everybody thinks that you're bad for me
 But everybody doesn't see what I see
 No they don't realize
 So I put on a disguise
 Built us a wall, a 100 feet tall
 Nobody can harm us here
 That doubles as arena, to fight all these demons
 That are trapped inside of me
 I'm an addict keep relapsing, what else can I do
 You're my remedy, I can't stay away from you
 An addict keep relapsing, what else can I do
 You're my remedy, you know I love to hate you
 I love to hate you, I love to hate you
 I love to hate
 You
 You
 I love to hate
 You
 I've convinced myself that I like to feel the pain
 I've convinced myself that it's good to be insane
 I've convinced myself that it's normal
 I've convinced myself, over and over
 I'm in pain, but I love it
 I'm insane, but I love
 But I love it, but I love it, yeah
 Addicted to this feeling
 No point to try and heal me