These Four Walls

I feel so numb staring at the shower wall
 It's begun, the feeling that the end has come
 And now the water's cold
 I tried to eat today
 But the lump in my throat got in the way
 In this time, I've lost all sense of pride
 I've called a hundred times
 If I hear your voice, I'll be fine
 And I, I can't come alive
 I want the room to take me under
 'Cause I can't help but wonder
 What if I had one more night for goodbye
 If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep
 These four walls and me
 I lay in bed, can't seem to leave your side
 Your pillow's wet from all these tears I've cried
 I won't say goodbye
 I tried to smile today
 Then I realised it's no point anyway
 In this time, I've lost all sense of pride
 I've called a thousand times
 If I hear your voice, I'll be fine
 And I, I can't come alive
 I want the room to take me under
 'Cause I can't help but wonder
 What if I had one more night for goodbye
 If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep
 These four walls and me
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 Oh
 Oh, and I, I can't come alive (can't come alive)
 I want the room to take me under (oh)
 'Cause I can't help but wonder
 Wonder what if I had one more night for goodbye
 If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep
 These four walls and me