The Way It Really Is

I kept talking to myself
 I had to get the words out of my head
 So I did
 You barely said a thing
 You kind of heard me out and then you said
 You said
 You're crazy
 Why do you keep doing this
 Everything is fine
 Then I think I'm crazy
 I do this all the time
 Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong
 Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
 Maybe we're just a picture in my head
 Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
 Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is
 Sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read
 What does that mean
 Sometimes even I have no idea what I need
 I wish I did
 I'm crazy
 Why do I keep doing this
 Everything is fine
 Then you think I'm crazy
 I do this all the time
 Until I start to think that something's really wrong
 Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
 Maybe we're just a picture in my head
 Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
 Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is
 Looking through my window at the big, blue sky
 The lazy sun is shining, so I run outside
 To look for you, I look for you
 and then it starts to rain
 Is that the way it really is
 Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
 Maybe we're just a picture in my head
 Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
 Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is
 The way it really is
 The way it really is
 The way it really is