Heavy (feat. Kiiara)

I don't like my mind right now
 Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
 Wish that I could slow things down
 I wanna let go, but there's comfort in the panic
 And I drive myself crazy
 Thinking everything's about me
 Yeah, I drive myself crazy
 'Cause I can't escape the gravity
 I'm holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 You say that I'm paranoid
 But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
 It's not like I make the choice
 To let my mind stay so fucking messy
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I'm holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 You keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 And I drive myself crazy
 Thinking everything's about me
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 
 Why is everything so heavy?
 
 Why is everything so heavy?
 
 I don't like my mind right now
 Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
 Wish that I could slow things down
 I wanna let go, but there's comfort in the panic
 And I drive myself crazy
 Thinking everything's about me
 Yeah, I drive myself crazy
 'Cause I can't escape the gravity
 I'm holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 You say that I'm paranoid
 But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
 It's not like I make the choice
 To let my mind stay so fucking messy
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I'm holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 You keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 And I drive myself crazy
 Thinking everything's about me
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 
 Why is everything so heavy?
 
 Why is everything so heavy?
 
 I don't like my mind right now
 Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
 Wish that I could slow things down
 I wanna let go, but there's comfort in the panic
 And I drive myself crazy
 Thinking everything's about me
 Yeah, I drive myself crazy
 'Cause I can't escape the gravity
 I'm holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 You say that I'm paranoid
 But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
 It's not like I make the choice
 To let my mind stay so fucking messy
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I'm holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 You keep spinning 'round me just the same
 I know I'm not the center of the universe
 But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
 And I drive myself crazy
 Thinking everything's about me
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 Holding on
 To so much more than I can carry
 I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
 If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
 Why is everything so heavy?
 
 Why is everything so heavy?
 
 Why is everything so heavy?