Buy Myself (Marilyn Manson Remix) - B-Side Rarities

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
 Do I follow my instincts blindly?
 Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
 And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
 Do I sit here and try to stand it?
 Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
 Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
 Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
 Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
 I make the right moves, but I'm lost within
 I put on my daily façade, but then
 I just end up getting hurt again
 By myself (Myself)
 I ask why (Myself)
 I can't rely on myself (Myself)
 I ask why (But in my mind, I find)
 I can't rely on myself
 I can't hold on
 (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
 It's all too much to take in
 I can't hold on
 (To anything, watching everything spin)
 With thoughts of failure sinking in
 If I turn my back, I'm senseless
 And to go blindly seems defenseless
 If I hide my pride and let it all go on
 Then they'll take from me 'til everything is gone
 If I let them go, I'll be outrun
 But if I try to catch them, I'll be outdone
 If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
 Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
 By myself (Myself)
 I ask why (Myself)
 I can't rely on myself (Myself)
 I ask why (But in my mind, I find)
 I can't rely on myself (But in my mind, I find)
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 I can't hold on
 (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
 It's all too much to take in
 I can't hold on
 (To anything watching everything spin)
 With thoughts of failure sinking in
 How do you think
 I've lost so much?
 I'm so afraid (I'm so afraid)
 I'm out of touch
 How do you expect
 I will know what to do?
 When all I know
 Is what you tell me to
 Don't you (know)
 I can't tell you how to make it (go)
 No matter what I do, how hard I (try)
 I can't seem to convince myself (why)
 Don't you (know)
 I can't tell you how to make it (go)
 No matter what I do, how hard I (try)
 I can't seem to convince myself (why)
 I'm stuck on the outside
 I can't hold on
 (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
 It's all too much to take in
 I can't hold on
 (To anything watching everything spin)
 With thoughts of failure sinking in
 I can't hold on
 (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
 It's all too much to take in
 I can't hold on
 (To anything watching everything spin)
 With thoughts of failure sinking in