Something I Never Had

Do you see me?
 Do you feel me like I feel you?
 Call your number
 I cannot get through
 You don't hear me
 And I don't understand
 When I reach out
 Well, I don't find your hand
 Where they wasted words?
 And did they mean a thing
 And all that precious time
 But I still feel so in between
 Someday, I just keep pretending
 That you'll stay
 Dreaming of a different ending
 I wanna hold on
 But it hurts so bad
 And I can't keep something that I never had
 Well, I keep tellin' myself
 Things can turn around with time
 And if I wait it out
 You could always change your mind
 Like a fairytale
 Where it works out in the end
 Can I close my eyes?
 Have you lying here again
 And Then I come back down
 And Then I fade back in
 And Then I realize
 It's just what might have been
 Someday, I just keep pretending
 That you'll stay
 Dreaming of a different ending
 I wanna hold on
 But it hurts so bad
 And I can't keep something that I never had
 Am I a shadow on your wall?
 Am I anything at all?
 Anything to you?
 Am I a secret that you keep?
 Do you dream me while your sleeping
 After all?
 Someday, I just keep pretending
 That you'll stay
 Dreaming of a different ending
 I wanna hold on
 But it hurts so bad
 And I can't keep something that I never had
 That I never had
 I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad
 And I can't keep something that I never had
 You don't see me
 You don't feel me like I feel you.