Highs and Lows

CashMoneyAP
 Yeah
 Da-da-da one time, uh-huh
 Woah, yeah listen
 And lately I've been a mess
 I really think that I'm depressed
 You try to tell me not to worry
 When you knowing I be stressed
 I looked on the bright side
 Just to see you love me less
 When I was down and had nobody
 You was the only one I'd text, I know
 It's hard living life on your own
 I'm on the road and I just gotta go
 I'm really stuck in my zone
 Working hard, barely keeping control
 Through this life, see it's highs and it's lows
 You didn't want me to grow
 Everybody act like something I owe
 That's why I'm gone and I don't want you to know
 My location, I be chilling by myself
 I be stuck all alone
 Tryna figure out where I went wrong
 But I ain't do nothin' wrong
 I put my feelings and my pain in these songs
 When I die, I hope they all sing along
 I ain't do it for the fame
 I just did it 'cause I had to be strong
 Nobody was helping me or my mom
 I had to blow like a bomb
 I ain't really wanna go get a job
 I had a plan that I could beat all the odds
 I wasn't playin' my part
 Too many people tried to fuck with my heart
 That's why the rose still came up through the dark
 You call me crazy, I'm smart
 Bet some time I'm still up on the charts
 How my music motivation
 I look back at the start
 How the whole situation really got me this far
 Are we gon' shine forever?
 Will we go out stars?
 That's the greatest, in the latest
 This a drop top foreign, yeah a Mercedes
 She said that she like my eyes, wanna have my baby
 But shorty I can't have ties with you, my lady
 I'm seein' things different,
 The vision gettin' clearer
 I'm tired of havin' battles with the man in the mirror
 I'm prayin' every night,
 Tryna stay in good spirit
 I'm only being me, I'm not tryna be different
 Set a good example for the world and the children
 They didn't let us in
 Now we running the whole building
 Haters see me win
 Now they mad and in their feelings
 Age of 19 when I touched my first million
 I can't explain to you how it feels
 And they talk down on me and all my skills
 They gon' throw shade on you when you real
 Well, I mean
 And lately I've been a mess
 I really think that I'm depressed
 You try to tell me not to worry
 When you knowing I be stressed
 I looked on the bright side
 Just to see you love me less
 When I was down and had nobody
 You was the only one I'd text, I know
 It's hard living life on your own
 I'm on the road and I just gotta go
 I'm really stuck in my zone
 Working hard, barely keeping control
 Through this life, see it's highs and it's lows
 You didn't want me to grow
 So I just let you go
 Damn
 You didn't want me to grow, no