Thrown To The Wind

I'm counting down until the day that I can close my eyes
 Sick of the lows that come with the highs
 I'm counting down until the day that I can reach past the light
 To find there is no other side
 Searching for hope becomes a disease
 Too sick to live, too sick to bleed (Too sick to bleed)
 You make things hard on yourself
 When you start bleeding out for someone else
 These are the numbered days we can't erase
 Don't spend a lifetime making the same mistakes
 Over and over again, we cave in
 Without thinking, we throw ourselves to the wind
 Over and over again, we cave in
 Without thinking, we throw ourselves to the wind
 I'm counting down until the day that the sun
 Swallows the world whole and all of hell follows
 I'm counting down until the day there's nothing left inside me
 And all my bones are hollowed out
 Searching for hope becomes a disease
 Too sick to live, too sick to fucking bleed
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 Too sick to fucking bleed
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 Too sick to bleed (Too sick to bleed)
 You make things hard on yourself
 When you start bleeding out for someone else
 These are the numbered days we can't erase
 Don't spend a lifetime making the same mistakes
 Over and over again, we cave in
 Without thinking, we throw ourselves to the wind
 Over and over again, we cave in
 Without thinking, we throw ourselves to the wind
 We throw ourselves to the wind
 
 I'm so sick of all the lows that come with the highs
 I'm so sick of all the lows that come with the highs