life was a beach

So many weeks, still had to sleep
 In this kingsize bed alone
 Thoughts in my head, keep coming back
 I can't seem to let them go
 Feeling so lonely, but I won't let them own me
 I wanna cry it out, to all the tears I got
 Somebody show me how to not go crazy
 Didin't I tell myself that this is what I want?
 When you were with me, mm nana
 Life was a beach yeah, mm nana
 Now I can see, the tracks on your feet
 They don't lead up to me, nana
 When you were with me, mm nana
 Life was a beach yeah, mm nana
 Now I can see it's not meant to be
 But I still got me, mm nana
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 You were the place where I was safe
 Let you close like no one else
 I need some time, trying to find
 Just kinda home inside myself
 I'm feeling so lonely, but I won't let it own me
 I wanna cry it out, to all the tears I got
 Somebody show me how to not go crazy
 Didn't I tell myself that this is what I want?
 When you were with me, mm nana
 Life was a beach yeah, mm nana
 Now I can see, the tracks on your feet
 They don't lead up to me, nana
 When you were with me, mm nana
 Life was a beach yeah, mm nana
 Now I can see it's not meant to be
 But I still got me, mm nana
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 I found someone, found someone to talk to
 And I admit, we've been talking about you
 I found someone, who helped me deal with it so well
 By the way, her name is Zel
 By the way, her name is Zel
 When you were with me, mm nana
 Life was a beach yeah, mm nana
 Now I can see, the tracks on your feet
 They don't lead up to me, nana
 When you were with me, mm nana
 Life was a beach yeah, mm nana
 Now I can see it's not meant to be
 But I still got me, mm nana