freak out

I've been looking for the sunlight
 Hope I don't fall asleep
 I've been sitting 'round most nights
 Closed eyes, down on my knees
 Praying, "Oh my Lord"
 Got me so damn floored
 Trying not to freak out, freak out
 Gotta pull myself together
 But I know deep down, deep down
 I'll be doing this forever
 Goddamn, this pressure keeps on pushing me 'round
 All this anxiety is freaking me out
 Walking on a tightrope, fight or flight, nights go
 Got my mind spun and I don't know why
 Now I got a tight throat, crawling in a lifeboat
 Wonder why God keeps passing me by
 Praying, "Oh, oh my Lord", yeah, "Oh, oh my Lord"
 So damn floored
 Trying not to freak out, freak out
 Gotta pull myself together
 But I know deep down, deep down
 I'll be doing this forever
 Goddamn, this pressure keeps on pushing me 'round
 All this anxiety is freaking me out
 (La-la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la)
 (La-la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la)
 (La-la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la)
 All this anxiety is freaking me out
 (Freak)
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 Freaking me out
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 All this anxiety is freaking me out