Loneliness

I don't even know if he still thinks of me
 Once he got onboard of that unforgiving train
 I imagine that he whiled away the time
 Through the cold gray morning and the city rain
 Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him
 Who'll ask him, did you miss me? Maybe now and then?
 Laughing he'll say, well he met this funny girl
 But just a summer thing, he won't see her again
 Oh God I hope I'm wrong
 But I'm not feeling very strong
 I've been so up and down, so sad
 So happy, feeling good and bad
 I'm young, I'm old, I laugh, I cry
 I tell the truth, but that's a lie
 I've been so in and out, so wild
 So well behaved, so pure defiled
 Oh solitudine
 That word I hate to say
 Na-na-ra
 Na-na-ra
 And no, I was not crazy to do what we did
 I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still
 And kept a little more of him to see me through
 He loved me all he could, I never had my fill
 And then I'm back inside my room he knows so well
 I feel again the way he moved, I take it slow
 I talk to him and he becomes a part of me
 And then I know he'll never let the summer go
 Oh God I hope I'm right
 I won't give in without a fight
 And I can take the words they throw at me
 For none of them could know
 That we had something very few
 Will ever find their whole life through
 I wouldn't change a single day
 Although the price I have to pay
 Is solitudine, the loneliness
 Is tearing me apart
 It tears me up, it pulls me down and then
 It wraps around my heart
 Oh solitudine, does he
 Remembers all he said to me?
 I've been so up and down so sad
 So happy, feeling good and bad
 I'm young, I'm old, I laugh, I cry
 I tell the truth, but that's a lie
 I've been so in and out, so wild
 So well behaved, so pure defiled
 Oh solitudine, does he
 Remembers all he said to me?
 And I can take the words they throw at me
 For none of them could know
 That we had something very few
 Will ever find their whole life through
 I wouldn't change a single day
 Although the price I have to pay
 Is solitudine