November

Well, you know me
 I've never been afraid
 I always jump into it
 With my whole heart and no shame
 And the thoughts that I'm left with
 Is making such a mess
 There's nothing more confusing
 Than the loss you've caused yourself
 And, all in all, I feel you're like me
 And we're the trees still green in November
 And I know I can't remember
 Summer being so gone
 And I will play along
 But it feels, it feels so much
 That we don't know what we're doing (yeah, yeah)
 And I never knew, never thought they could play along, honey
 But they don't know what they're doing
 
 And I know I won't admit it
 And I don't want to say it
 But I still look for you in the park
 On my way home, each day
 And no, I won't admit it
 Not even to my friends
 They think I'm doing well
 And I even lie to myself
 How long can you keep a secret from yourself?
 Like that storm that blew me back two years
 To that first step I took away from you
 And the hope that you left
 It's hidden in my room
 I'm a strong woman
 But sometimes I'm weak for you
 On and on, I close my eyes and I'm still there, I'm still there
 We're the trees still green in November
 And I know I can't remember
 Summer being so gone
 And I will play along
 And it still feels so much (so much, honey)
 That we don't know what we're doing
 Oh, I never knew, never thought they could play along, honey
 But they don't know what they're doing
 And I close my eyes and I'm still there
 And we're the trees still green in November
 And I know I can't remember
 Summer being so gone
 And I will play along
 And it still feels so much (so much)
 That we don't know what we're doing (yeah, yeah)
 And I never knew, never thought, they could play along, honey
 But they don't know what they're doing (they don't know what they're doing)
 So play along, honey
 And don't know what they're doing