Remember Me?

Yeah, okay well hey yo remember me?
 The one you used to rarely meet
 Yeah I was just on BET, didn't see? no?
 Just something I thought about
 Probably happy you know a lot of kids that you fucked off and forgot about
 But not this, not what this all about
 There is more than that to it
 Look I know we've both been through it but
 You've been doing anything but what you should be doing like
 When I call you on Christmas and you come with excuses
 And tell me how you're sorry Kyle but this year i'm Jewish
 But last year you was Hindu, and the year before was Buddhist
 To keep from buying me clothes, I bet you'll probably be a nudist huh?
 Probably have my moms on Maury, asking them to prove it
 So I put my face on albums so you'll have to face the music
 And when I think about it, it couldn't of been that hard
 I didn't need the money man, I just wanted the card
 But you was always busy or like somewhere hella far
 And ever since I made it, it seems like you never are
 That's weird
 I said, you gon' remember me
 You say what's your name again?
 Finally, don't call and it's alright
 I'll re jog your memory
 I said, you gon' remember me
 You say what's your name again?
 Finally, don't call and it's alright
 I'll re jog your memory
 August 24th 2013 Journal entry 87
 The past is just a story we tell ourselves
 Do you remember ours?
 Tell me the story would you please?
 Yeah, hey look the happy rappers not so happy now
 I remember when I used to laugh out loud
 Nowadays I only LOL
 Through text cause I don't wanna talk
 Don't touch me I don't wanna feel
 Rewrote this verse a couple times
 First time I kept it way too real
 Back before droppin "Keep It Real"
 You really dropped me on my ass
 I sent a hundred thousand text's
 Don't think you ever sent one back
 Let's back track back to twenty twelve
 Back throwing backpacks to hit the roads
 Felt like I died and went to heaven
 My life at home was living hell
 I told you, you was all I had
 It's funny then you couldn't tell
 When all your friends was talking shit
 It's funny then you couldn't smell
 It's funny then you couldn't spell
 When I got no answers to those texts
 These things get harder to forgive, and even harder to forget
 But when I think about it, I'm kinda glad that you did
 Don't try to eat with me now
 You couldn't starve with me then
 A couple months ago fuck
 It was hard for us to be friends
 You're heart is so much bigger ever since I made it big
 Man that's weird
 I said, you gon' remember me
 You say what's your name again?
 Finally, don't call and it's alright
 I'll re jog your memory
 I said, you gon' remember me
 You say what's your name again?
 Finally, don't call and it's alright
 I'll re jog your memory