Last Letter To Cadet

One last letter
 Rest in peace, 'cause
 Yeah
 Dear cuzzy, I don't know where to start
 You know this broke my heart
 The most broken I've been, I swear to God
 When I got the news of your death, I started losing my breath
 I tried to be the strongest around
 But as soon as I saw your mum, I broke down
 Be there for her, I'mma do just that
 In less than a year, I lost you and Nash
 That's my closest friend and my closest cousin
 I had to ask God, like have I done suttin'?
 Like, what did I do to deserve this?
 This is what true hurt is
 We had our ups and downs
 But we built our relationship so perfect
 I try stay strong, but your boy broke
 I've replayed every vid, every voice note
 I've been staring at your pictures for hours
 My music career's now ours
 'Cause everything that I do, is now in the memory of you
 Nothing comes close to this pain
 Trust me, you didn't die in vain
 If you could ever see the love that you're getting
 How much people you touched was a blessing
 No longer underrated, you definitely died as a legend
 One of the best storytellers in the country
 And still switch it up and do bangers like Pumpy
 Trust me, if they ever knew how much I love you
 And how much you loved me
 'Cause, please help me focus
 This whole thing's just too hard to process
 You were loved, just know this
 The turn out at Hyde Park at such short notice
 Nan was proud, dad was proud, mum was proud
 Sis was proud, bro was proud
 I swear to God, the whole family was proud when they saw that crowd
 My heart's so heavy, but I got pride
 So I won't tell anybody that I need the help
 And the truth is, I do
 I lost you, I can't lose myself
 Last few months have been hell for your dad like
 But you know he's a fighter, he's that guy
 Strongest man that I know
 The first time that you've seen your dad cry
 That's my uncle, man I love you
 I can't take no more, 'cause I'll crumble
 And you two were fixing your problems
 Were so close then you were taken from him
 How much can one man take?
 How much before this one man breaks?
 All these stresses, all these pressures
 Pray for me, I need blessings
 Make sure you sort out any issues with your loved ones
 Before God seals the deal
 Your last words to me
 Were literally just know that I love you, for real, for real
 And I couldn't ask for anything better
 I'll remember those words forever
 I know it sounds mad, but since you passed
 I can't listen to your letter
 That'll break me, that'll finish me
 I didn't get to say bye, and it's killing me
 You knew I was proud, so that means a lot
 You were even saving for a shisha spot
 Just got your new crib, you were in it for a week
 I was so proud beyond belief
 You worked so hard, that's why my heart's aching
 'Cause in a blink of an eye, it was taken
 You know that I'm there for your dad
 Mum, sisters, brothers and Roman
 You know you got a brother in CJ
 You know you got a brother in Konan
 You know I been here for the fam
 Since you been gone, that's been clear to the fam
 And this shit's hard to believe
 'Cause you're the other half of me
 I won't let you down, cuz, I swore that
 We're putting on a show for you and
 Everyone's coming to support that
 You're gonna see, everybody's got your back
 Make sure the family stay strong
 I'mma do what I gotta do
 Say everything that I need to say in one track
 Damn near impossible
 I just wanna say a big thank you to everyone that's showing their support
 As long as I live, I promise, cuzzy I'mma carry that torch
 Cuz, this don't feel right
 This just don't feel right man
 Cuzzy, thank you for every bit of love we felt
 Cuzzy, thank you for every single hug we held
 Cuzzy, thank you for every single memory
 Cuzzy, thank you for leaving this legacy
 Cuzzy, thank you for all of the smiles you gave
 Cuzzy, thank you for all of the smiles you made
 Cuzzy, thank you for this part you played
 Cuzzy, thank you for all the lives you changed
 When the lights go low and the curtains close
 And the crowd applaud and you know it's over
 I tried to block it out, but the pain don't go
 So I wrote this one just to let you know
 I never will forget you
 I never will forget you
 I never will forget you
 I never will forget you
 When the lights go low and the crowd applaud
 I never will forget you
 Yeah, I never will forget you