Trapped Underneath the Stairs

I'm shrouded and sedated
 Patiently awaiting
 For my mind to really calm down
 I'm afraid of being hated
 'Cause I'm so jaded
 Not like everybody somehow
 Trapped underneath the stairs
 Dealing with the fears
 Constantly it's silent and loud
 I am who I am
 There's nothing I can do
 I try to hide it
 And it keeps breaking through
 I feel the world so different
 Than anyone of you
 Remember who you are
 There's nothing you can do
 I'm constantly debating
 Why I'm always playing
 Walking around with my head down
 I don't wanna be like anyone
 What the fuck have I done
 To this deserve this terror somehow
 Trapped underneath the stairs
 Dealing with the fears
 Constantly it's silent and loud
 I am who I am
 There's nothing you can do
 I try to hide it
 And it keeps breaking through
 I feel this world so different
 Than anyone of you
 Remember who you are
 There's nothing I can do
 I'm all I've got
 Can't hide what I am
 Like it or not
 I push it down, comes back again
 The medicine
 Stopped working long ago
 I am the problem
 Inside has nowhere to go
 Inside has nowhere to go
 Inside has nowhere to go
 Inside has nowhere to go
 Inside has nowhere to go
 Nowhere to fucking go
 I am who I am
 There's nothing you can do
 I try to hide it
 And it keeps breaking through
 I feel this world so different
 Than anyone of you
 Remember who you are
 There's nothing I can do
 You're always stuck with you
 (Nothing I can do)
 You're always stuck with you