Lead the Parade

Lost & alone
 I'm out of the stone
 Repeat this process everyday
 Nothing's my own
 The dreams that I've grown
 I won't control & throw away.
 I need to make the decisions
 I need to make it right
 I need to Lead The Parade
 Or this shit will fucking take my life.
 I want to kill the decisions
 I want to make it right
 I want to pass this test
 And complete my tormented life.
 This curse is my own
 It follows me home
 It's like a child that wants to play
 The thoughts in my brain
 The subconscious pain
 Makes me think why do I stay.
 I need to make the decision
 I need to make it right
 I need to Lead The Parade
 Or this shit will take my life.
 I want to kill the decisions
 I want to make it right
 I want to pass this test
 And complete my tormented life.
 I want to kill the decisions
 I want it to be right
 I want to pass my test
 And complete this tormented life.
 I'm happy, everything was wonderful
 So happy, it's beautiful.
 I need to make the decision
 I need to make it right!
 I want to kill the decisions
 I want to make it right
 I want to pass this test
 And complete my tormented life.
 I want to kill the decisions
 I want to make it right
 I want to pass this test
 And complete my tormented life.
 I'm happy, I knew you'd make it right
 Everything is wonderful.