Wandering And Wondering

I have been wandering and wondering
 Oh, and I could not remember a time when you sounded so sad, sad
 And I can't become the one who'll make you happy again
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 I have been talking with people at night
 At night, people have told me that you have been looking my way
 Why can't I see through the dark aura you cast every time?
 I wish for a time when my soul would not fall
 I have been wandering, watching, and wondering
 If you, you will be with me tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
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 I, why have I been out wandering through people?
 Getting older, lying alone
 You would think that I have been lonely
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 But you have no idea
 You cling to me with my forgiving call and I wonder
 Why I cannot venture to guess why I'm looking so down on myself
 I have been wandering, wandering, and wondering