Too Soon

Sometimes it's hard to look you in the eye
 the mess i've created it stands idly by
 and i dont expect the dishes to do themselves
 but that sure would be nice
 cause i am moving circles, falling back
 my past has caught up to me, and i've lost track
 of what is history and what is a book marked page
 I'd always hoped to come back to someday
 don't speak to soon
 I'll likely shut my ears or shut down
 I'm mostly floating
 and I'm not ready to come down
 Don't wipe away my tears so quickly
 Do you even know if they're happy or sad
 maybe i need to let them fall
 clean me out and wash me down
 and let me drown for a while
 you don't have to hold my hand through this
 you've got enough to carry on your own
 I think you'll need but hands for that
 i think for now I'd be better off alone
 I will be fine,
 i need to grow
 no expectations please
 because i dont know
 where im going or where i even stand
 i'm just trying to find out exactly who i am
 don't speak to soon
 I'll likely shut my ears or shut down
 I'm mostly floating
 and I'm not ready to come down