Running Away

I hide my face I'm trying harder than you'd ever know and
 I can't help whats wrong, you've found your light
 And no I, I can't fall down
 Wherever we were lost, you've returned from but I have not been found
 And you're running away from what's here
 But what you've found is not another place or year
 And you're running away from what's real
 Ignoring your past and what you feel
 When darkness falls I feel we're led by separate powers and I know
 You see much more than stars above
 And yet your smile still fades
 I noticed as you're trailing blindly behind an absent hand you made
 And you're running away from what's here
 But what you've found is not another place or year
 And you're running away from what's real
 Ignoring your past and what you feel
 And not 10 minutes before crushing metal blinding lights
 And fire he had raised his eyes to the icon on the dashboard and he said
 "Is it enough for me to live in theory?" sipping down his sorrow he set the bottle down, having never thought this life was for himself
 Cause he was running away from what's here
 And what he found was not another place or year
 He was running away from what we feel
 Never giving himself the chance to live for real